you become more aware of your
other senses
you
stretch out your hands
run your palm against the wall
slow
your breathing so that footsteps
their creaks and
thuds
direct you:
echolocation
your
pupils expand and for a split
second
you understand how cameras work
but
the lights come back on and your arms drop limp like
a ragdoll's
your
eyes tell you all you need to know
sometimes you forget
how blinding it
can be
but you adjust
as fast as you adjust to hot
water in the shower and the cold air
when
you exit in december even
march because no matter what winter
is too
damn long.
i enjoy that moment
before my eyes absorb enough
rays to form images
before
it calibrates itself to suit my needs
there's fear at the back of my
throat
my
hands don't know where to search like i'm a
zombie (sleepwalkers
that freak out their spouses a lot
both
somewhat bleary as they couldn't see in the dark)
when
the lights are out
we connect by touch
bumping into each other
after a while you work out
little details about someone
like how they
always lisp their 's' when they're impassioned
the light might cast a shadow over their dimple
but you never
noticed how they hum themselves to sleep
the
darkness lets us see things in
a new light.
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